The play “Ikemen Desu ne”
Yesterday
came back with the 21st performance out of a total of 41
Though I say that
There are still 20 performances left
Such a long performance
is a first for me
so it’s a barrier that I’ve never confronted before
“Experience” is scary
Once the lines are soaked into my body
It becomes hard to get into the emotions
I become slow…
and impertinent…
I gotta do it without forgetting to have a fresh style
And so,
today, too, there are only night performances in Yokohama
I was able to relax after a long time
so with a change of pace
I’ll once again work hard
When doing a play
One really has to preserve the ability to concentrate, so
I think, “Lately, am I not keeping up with what’s happening around me?”
Even the Mobekimasu activities
They’re woven through the play’s intervals, but
no matter what, there are still times when I can’t participate
Whenever things like that increase
“I really am by myself, after all”
I end up thinking that…
Yuuka’s graduation
was also announced suddenly…
That, too, everyone,
while doing Mobekimasu activities
seemed to have heard it from Yuuka herself
I wasn’t there,
so when I found out, I was incredibly bewildered
But after that
I talked to Yuuka on the phone
and we talked a lot
Because I talked to her directly
I won’t write my thoughts here.
It’s because I can’t put it into a proper composition
The next time we meet
I want to
hug her
and make her hair all disheveled.
After a long time
a photo of the sky.
My heart is cleansed.